Aug 21, 2008 02:14
Gregs home and im really excited. Kind of worried if this turns bad. But being optimistic cause his lawyer is.
Jake fucking sucks ass, I hate him sooooo much.
Im enjoying getting to veronica more and more. But I don't want that to hurt my relationship with greg so I just don't talk about it with him.....
I want to go back to school like right now. To get going on my life.
The talk yesterday with my brother put me kind of in a depressed state. He gave me lots to think about and I don't like it.
Parts of me wishes I never started going to church back in the day. But other parts just wishes I could live a normal day to day life not having to stress about getting to church on fridays or sunday cause I "have" to.
I think I like joe. And not cause I thought he liked me, which I still think there's something there, but cause he's freakin awesome. We have fun together. Yeah its at work or whatever but its hillarious the jokes we make the fact that we "hate" eachother. But I don't know whatever.
Im starting to get jealous every once in a while of different things and its weird. I never get jealous, im always just content with what's going on in my life and it doesn't make sense that now stuff is starting to make me jealous its sooooo wierd.
I think im gonna watch employee of the month now . Cause me greg and peter talked about it tonight haha......it makes me laugh and go to bed.