i dont like this. it hurts.
so i am so excited to talk to ak seeing as he has been gone without a cell phone for a week. but when i do get to talk to him, he tells me all about this girl named courtney (how ironic) who is a SENIOR and she is convinced that when ak grows up they are getting married. he told me about all the time he spent with her. why would he tell me all that? i missed him so much, and then he comes home and acts like that. and dont think im sounding like a retard or anything, but he always, ALWAYS says he loves me before he gets off. even if we are mad at eachother, he always lets me know he loves me. this time he said "bye" and signed off. that may not mean anything to you, but it means so much to me. and it hurts.
after waiting to talk to him for so long, thats what he does? it makes me really sad.
did i mention that he got home saturday, and didnt bother to call me or anything until i talked to him online today?
i have a weird feeling that something is going to happen. and it isnt something good either.
:(
after waiting to talk to him for so long, thats what he does? it makes me really sad.
did i mention that he got home saturday, and didnt bother to call me or anything until i talked to him online today?
i have a weird feeling that something is going to happen. and it isnt something good either.
:(