Aug 26, 2004 18:54
The tears are fallen and I dont know what to do, I cant stop falling in love with you. What did I do, what do I say. Why do I even feel this way? i am just rambling on, and I hope you know that it is true. I just hate it not being with you.
I don't care if anyone judges that, I just started typing and it is what pours out of me. I am a poet at heart. i don't know. tonight was one of the most shittiest nights of my life. Well it started off with class this morning, it sucked ass. Going throught the first couple of pages in the chapter and have a shit load of notes and I have to finish reading and taking the notes. So..That is all good. Then I came home and jamal came over and we talked about classes and my brother. LOL. I never knew someone could want to help my brother so much like him. It was cool. Went ot work, then I came home, talked to JP for a while. Umm...Rewrote my notes then layed down feel asleep, woke up umm like 5 min ago to the garage door opening and it was my mom. SO much for me going over my honey's house huh?? So then when I wake up gues what I find out, no New Hampshire. HUH doesn't that just suck for me? Everything just seems to go wrong so...I am just tired of crying, tired of gettign hurt.