School, love, and in between

[court4jc]

So lets see, where to start, Umm ????? Well like I said earlier, classes start, and IAm so very excited about that. Work is going okay which is cool. I am getting tired of it though and am still looking for a somewhat better job. I hate working with food and doing everyone elses job. That isnt me. So... But yeah. i am sick of it. I am trying to get on at UPS or something. Something that is more reliable then food. Well lets see, about my love life, hmmm..I dont know what to say. JP and I are on better terms which is always good. matt and I talk but not like anything serious. it is good just having him around to talk to. Umm..ajson and I ..nothing serious. just friends. Like I said can't have too many of them. So..Umm.... I don't know, Josh is to busy up his wifes ass to care about anything. Umm... Yeah..So..Right now, I don't know what to do. i am still at the crossing points that i want to further things but then again the fear of getting hurt is steping in my way. hey there is always my lesbian professor I can talk to right :). LOL..So yeah...
Life still sucks for me but I am used to it, Corey nor my mom ahs made up there minds about me going up there, hello, the trip is FRIDAY. So..you know how that is...No apparently not. I just don't know what to do. Mom is making a big deal, Corey is going through Custody isues and I am here somewher ein between. I want my mom to trust that everything is going to be okay but then again she doenst think that it will so..It is just bugging me. How do you convince your mom that you arent a baby anymore??I know I will always be here baby little girl, I am not a baby though. So..it just irritates me.
so that is all for this entry, have fun doing whatever.