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any friends on here, also have my otra acct, so, you've heard my "oil" speel.
wo, just so much changing in this world. and then adding being an emaotional human along with it... quite an adventure.
SOOOO,
Orren, the man who started fourquarters, the place I went for the green fest. has heard of CE, but said it was described to him as "D and D for adults" and he spoke oof CE very negatively, bashing them for not beign "serious" about thier spiriruality. it wasn't timely thenn to engage him deeply baout those staments... and the arrogance adn ignorance behind them, but you know me, I'm sure I will. :)
i was saddened to here CE's poor reputation. :( and he said he hadn't heard much about them for 5 years or so. I di not bring up current problem surounding the area.
his statements did inspire some propagand(don't know what to call it, "t shirt ideas"?) ideas...
"i'm serious, but not somber about my spirituality" was one.
i am there to take notes. theya re a functioning church with many nice rights b/c of it. adn he, like ALL of us, is not perfect and is to be loved any fuckin' how. :)
I keep seeig myslef as a large land owner... with rizard living on the back lot and the children warned about "interrupting the wizard"....so I'm studying differnt spaces and places and designing my own way to run things. golly, I love runnign things... well , well enough that I can chill out! :)
they do seem to do a lot of good up at 4QF, I certainly give them that. on the biz side, they have got there shit together.
I went up for the Sweat Lodge teachings and then stayed thru thre week and then attended the green fest the follwing weekend. they have lots of super cool events...
but i'm saving for school and every 200-300 bucks I spend on an event is money that coudl be saved for school, y'know?
I'm doign well. i'm going to start spouting soon. i had forgotten all about it until mentioned at festival. it was so cool, the festival. I wished every single one of my friends coud have been there. so informataive. they say they will definitely do more, so quisas otra vez... maybe another time.
I miss you all deeply. and look forward to my atl return.