please don't mind what i'm trying to say
don't you ever wish that it was easier to express how you feel? i already miss katy. and it hasn't even been a day. i miss the feeling of having a group of close girl friends around. but they are so hard to make. i just look around at everyone else who has those friends and it makes me so jealous. i'm so nervous about class a little bit too because of not knowing anyone in them....i guess i'm more nervous about if there needs to be group work. i wish i could make friends easier and was able to sort out my emotions. i just feel like a mess right now, at least it helps to get things out a little bit. to just write them down. it may make no sense but it makes me feel like the huge jumble in my head is getting a little lighter.