just a little bit of sadness

[counts_fireflys]

god i feel so frustrated right now. it just seems like everything is messed up a little bit. i feel like i never see my boyfriend anymore. maybe i do but i just want more. my dad said my car was making funny noises again, but last night it didn't make any at all. stupid thing, i wish i could just get a new one, but for one i can't afford it and i don't want my parents buying one, but at the same time i can't go around driving a broken car...i guess i'll see what it's like when i drive it today. 
i hate it when i get in slumps like this, i think i just need to get into some sort of routine again. so like when school starts i kind of know exactly what i am doing and when i'm doing it. starting tomorrow hopefully it will get better.