It's Always The Same
I realized today that I have really, really good instincts. My main problem: I do not always follow them.
Sometimes I am able to see things before they happen. I had visions of my bad car accident exactly one week before it happened. These were very, very explicit visions that almost fit it to a tee. I actually feel that this is a very primal sense, but we are most times not in tune with ourselves enough to see such visions. That is why it only happens to me during times in between asleep and awake. I never know when it's coming or try to make it happen, it just does.
Anyway, when things seem too easy, that should be a sign to me. I should know better than to think that everything is as it seems. That is why I have learned to not let my guard down right away. If you keep your heart guarded, you won't get hurt. It's simple really.
Who am I kidding? It's simple, yes. It is also very sad. We shouldn't have to be that way. The world has become too complicated and nothing, I repeat, nothing is ever as it seems.
I was so awful to somebody this week that it sickens me to even think of it. How can this person even still talk to me? I feel just awful. They say that what goes around, comes around. It's that karma deal. Well, I think it just came around to me. Thank goodness I still had my guard up.
On a positive note, school is almost out and it is almost time to go home. That is enough to get me through just about anything.
Sometimes I am able to see things before they happen. I had visions of my bad car accident exactly one week before it happened. These were very, very explicit visions that almost fit it to a tee. I actually feel that this is a very primal sense, but we are most times not in tune with ourselves enough to see such visions. That is why it only happens to me during times in between asleep and awake. I never know when it's coming or try to make it happen, it just does.
Anyway, when things seem too easy, that should be a sign to me. I should know better than to think that everything is as it seems. That is why I have learned to not let my guard down right away. If you keep your heart guarded, you won't get hurt. It's simple really.
Who am I kidding? It's simple, yes. It is also very sad. We shouldn't have to be that way. The world has become too complicated and nothing, I repeat, nothing is ever as it seems.
I was so awful to somebody this week that it sickens me to even think of it. How can this person even still talk to me? I feel just awful. They say that what goes around, comes around. It's that karma deal. Well, I think it just came around to me. Thank goodness I still had my guard up.
On a positive note, school is almost out and it is almost time to go home. That is enough to get me through just about anything.