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*Sigh* Thats my summation of the coming weekend... one long drawnout sigh... Work, social obligations, work, social obligations, homework, work, and finally maybe I'll get to talk to Britt, probably won't get to see her.
Andrew apologized and admitted it was his fault that he freaked out and started hitting me and that he was completely started unjustified... I think thats the first real, strait-forward, apology I've gotten out of him.
Britt's going to morp with her friends tonight... she was joking... but it really did hurt when she'd poke fun at me for not going and get mock-angry... I want to go and see her. I didn't get to go to snowcoming with her cuz of work. And it pisses me off that I can't keep my eye on the dudes around her and even potentially worse, the girls. Oh well, fuck it, I trust Britt.
Temptation is a bitch, I'm tempted to do drugs and every other unsanctified activity in retaliation for the current state of events.
And of course I'm smoking again, I got my first pack last night after walking Britt home... turkish gold. I'm gonna try to keep it down to 1 or none per day unless I'm smoking socially.
Max has been calling me a bad friend and its really pissing me off. OK Max, I know your not going to read this, but it's to you buddy: I understand that you feel neglected and you don't have many close friends, but I haven't been calling barely any of my friends, not Andrew, not Rita, not Jen, not Dereck, no one. The only person I call is Britt. I call Britt to talk, do you want me to call you to talk? Tuff titty, get the sand out of your vagina. I don't call my guy friends just to "talk". I never have and I'm not going to start now. I call to hang out. Why haven't we been hanging? BECAUSE I HAVE OBLIGATIONS that my friends either; A. don't care about or B. don't have. Yes, I work. Yes, I have a job. Yes, I have a girlfriend. Yes, I care about school and my homework.
I guess I'm done then, Andrew and Max came over for ciggs and to take me to work. Irony?
Andrew apologized and admitted it was his fault that he freaked out and started hitting me and that he was completely started unjustified... I think thats the first real, strait-forward, apology I've gotten out of him.
Britt's going to morp with her friends tonight... she was joking... but it really did hurt when she'd poke fun at me for not going and get mock-angry... I want to go and see her. I didn't get to go to snowcoming with her cuz of work. And it pisses me off that I can't keep my eye on the dudes around her and even potentially worse, the girls. Oh well, fuck it, I trust Britt.
Temptation is a bitch, I'm tempted to do drugs and every other unsanctified activity in retaliation for the current state of events.
And of course I'm smoking again, I got my first pack last night after walking Britt home... turkish gold. I'm gonna try to keep it down to 1 or none per day unless I'm smoking socially.
Max has been calling me a bad friend and its really pissing me off. OK Max, I know your not going to read this, but it's to you buddy: I understand that you feel neglected and you don't have many close friends, but I haven't been calling barely any of my friends, not Andrew, not Rita, not Jen, not Dereck, no one. The only person I call is Britt. I call Britt to talk, do you want me to call you to talk? Tuff titty, get the sand out of your vagina. I don't call my guy friends just to "talk". I never have and I'm not going to start now. I call to hang out. Why haven't we been hanging? BECAUSE I HAVE OBLIGATIONS that my friends either; A. don't care about or B. don't have. Yes, I work. Yes, I have a job. Yes, I have a girlfriend. Yes, I care about school and my homework.
I guess I'm done then, Andrew and Max came over for ciggs and to take me to work. Irony?