Aug 23, 2005 13:08
Being the only girl all the time is weird. I like hangin out with the guys though, they are some of the most fun and interesting people ever.. and i dont know how i would make it without them this year.
I miss the summer.
I took my compass yesterday.. basically all i have to say about that is.. i have to retake part of it tomorrow. Im feeling a bit dumb these days. I hope im wrong about myself.
I miss. Kelsey!! Tahni, corrie, jenni, matt, andy, Jackie, adam...
I am going out to eat with my Aunt my cousins, my sisters and my step mom on friday. I havent seen Kim (step mom) in two years. Weird?? sooo big. I dont really know what to expect.. and my dad will get his feelings hurt when we break the news... i hope he understands.
I miss band parties.
Things are really hard right now... I figure ill let go from this point on and let God do his work because he most certainly is better at it than me. Why have i been trying so hard to do it on my own??
I love you. I thank my father for you and love... every single one of you. You have changed me and shaped me and i have looved every moment of it!! Thank you.