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life
ive found myself three steps ahead.. one step behind.
mixed emotions have rendered me lifeless
i dont know what to feel
i dont know how to stand
my own two feet have been torn from beneath me
im holding my breath
screaming inside
dying alive ..
ive been revived
my heart beats
i reach for love
and i am rescued
i cry so many times
some tears of joy
some of sadness.
i watch as my loved ones ache
and do nothing
i am useless
I raise my eyes
lift up my hands
give thanks
because life is not over
Ive been handed freedom
why didnt i see it before.
A GOd so willing to set me free
pain released
Joy increased
Next step eternity.
Life
Im here to live it
theres no turning back
hmm found this poem in a journal from almost a year ago. maybe not great quality. but the words somehow fit. and its soo good to read it!
dear friends! you mean my life. new ones and old ones!! never forget that!!
You... im sorry when i can't make everything better. and i know you dont blame me.. but i wish there was something i could say instead of just sitting there like i always do! i love you soo much! :)
ive found myself three steps ahead.. one step behind.
mixed emotions have rendered me lifeless
i dont know what to feel
i dont know how to stand
my own two feet have been torn from beneath me
im holding my breath
screaming inside
dying alive ..
ive been revived
my heart beats
i reach for love
and i am rescued
i cry so many times
some tears of joy
some of sadness.
i watch as my loved ones ache
and do nothing
i am useless
I raise my eyes
lift up my hands
give thanks
because life is not over
Ive been handed freedom
why didnt i see it before.
A GOd so willing to set me free
pain released
Joy increased
Next step eternity.
Life
Im here to live it
theres no turning back
hmm found this poem in a journal from almost a year ago. maybe not great quality. but the words somehow fit. and its soo good to read it!
dear friends! you mean my life. new ones and old ones!! never forget that!!
You... im sorry when i can't make everything better. and i know you dont blame me.. but i wish there was something i could say instead of just sitting there like i always do! i love you soo much! :)