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[counterdrug]

i don't return phone calls from friends, not because i don't want to see them personally, but because i don't want to see anyone. i'm just the slightest bit anti-social. i've been staying pretty sober, and i think this is definitely a factor in why i've been receding into myself. my social life is josh. i'm kind of fine with that. kind of fine. kind of fine? what is that?

does anyone seek after empathy? no, we want the fucking sympathy, goddamn it! god damn us

so how's your summer