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Seriously, my life. WHY IS THERE SO MUCH TO WORK ON AND FIX THAT I ALWAYS IGNORE AND LET SLIP AWAY UNTIL IT HAS GONE TOTALLY TOO FAR??? Today I want to work on being a good, understanding friend, on dissolving my habits as an only child and learning to care for and pay deserved attention to those around me just as I expect them to do for me. I wish I could take a course on compassion in everyday situations, just learn the tactics nice and easy and understand them and remember them, the way I learned to recycle all my garbage and all of that mess. I wish Shelley could come along with me all the time and remind me when I'm doing things wrong. I don't want to keep messing up holy shit it's like bruising.