oh my love
i really just want to piece everything together in my head. i need to learn how to be more supportive. i need to grow up a lot more, but i need to take it slow. it's hard to read people. sometimes you're almost sure you have them all figured out, then you step back. and figured out is not what they are. they are books written in another language. slowly but surely you read it over and over again until the foreign words begin to make sense. eventually you know the cover so well. you know each and every dip in the spine, you know how to navagate the body, but the contents still take time to learn. i need a lot more time to learn both. i need to learn how to read better, and how the body works. soon. isn't that what it's all about though? learning. reading. loving. it all takes time. well i have all of the time in the world that i'm willing to give. i just want to be the one person who knows and who can make it better.