I'm back.
don't know that anyone care. it's been ages. I just need a place to write my thoughts again and facebook sucks for that. I am very suicidal and if I wasn't at my parents house I would likely be cuttumg again. I've been reading my old poetry and it's quite the trigger, especially since it started in this house. so Hello! I'm still depressed and despondent and nobody cares what I write ir if I mysteriously disappear again. woo.