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well, it seems as if i have already started to fall into the usual holiday funk.
i just threw up everything i ate for the day and i have no motivation to do anything other than stare at the tv and sleep.
i'm not even enjoying halloween this year!
i seriously don't understand what is wrong with me or why i do this to myself.
everything and everyone is a constant reminder that i'll never be good enough to feel the slightest bit of happiness.
i just don't want to be alone, but i don't think anyone else can stand to be around me.
i just threw up everything i ate for the day and i have no motivation to do anything other than stare at the tv and sleep.
i'm not even enjoying halloween this year!
i seriously don't understand what is wrong with me or why i do this to myself.
everything and everyone is a constant reminder that i'll never be good enough to feel the slightest bit of happiness.
i just don't want to be alone, but i don't think anyone else can stand to be around me.