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[cosmicbagee]

Infinity times infinity
equals me and you
Trying to outdo each other,
remove each other
from what we know is true
you clutching every card you can
Me snatching back and holding in
us scared to leave
terrified to breathe
in destines we always dream
if we find other shit to do
will we unravel the nature of space
if we distract ourselves from our hearts
will we save a little face
you've tripped me up
I've knocked you down
we've both bled
hatred and fear
been fucked up green
shroomed crazy tears
is this how we end
trickling self-righteous
though loveless and lonely
missing the brightness
of love strong between us
sacrificed hearts for freedom
we can't find in each other
Don't push me to another lover
Don't you take one, either
Maybe if we wait
it'll be sweeter
Maybe if we both follow
each other, then we can both be leaders.
Maybe I see too much
of what's possible in us
Maybe I should look more
at the current score
Maybe I should shut up
and not write so much
Maybe I should write more
now that closed is the door
Maybe your touch is such
that it is all I can see
Maybe I should finally get it
You were never really in love with me.