.::Loneliness..it's killing me::.
Sometimes, I lie awake at night and look at the stars and start to cry because i'm SO lonely. I think its because for my whole entire life, I've always had someone there for me, and right now, I have absolutely no one. Sure, I have a few friends, but they can't be there for me 100% of the time, they can't feel what I feel, they don't KNOW what I know. I'm seriously a mess. Maybe Its just that when I was with Will, I was dependent on him, and I was with him all of the time, and then in a flash, he was gone.So maybe all of this at once has taken a toll on me. =[ Either way, I have the worst headache right now. I've been recording me singing all night. prolly getting sick of my voice. Leave me some to cheer me up. =[ Btw, can anyone try to fix my links for me if i tell you what I want them to say?. thanks. Love you.<333