man i havent updated in forever. been really damn busy and shit. not around the house. well lets see. july 4th went to raleigh with melissa mike brian jay matt and sherri. melissa did a reunion show with her old band and it fucking KILLED. it was awesome. and dude i seriously miss sam. like hardcore. cause we never get to talk anymore and it sucks ( Read more... )

yeah to be honest ive been thinking alot about bout sam. dont ask why because i dont know shes just on my mind. man shes really cool. i wish she lived here. that would be killer. shes beautiful. dude this always happens. i meet this great girl but then theres no way to be with her. yeah that fucking sucks but anyways shes on my mind thought maybe ( Read more... )

okay so scott melissas ex bf texted her from ashleys phone and said i hope you die bitch you and your boyfriend what kind of fucking shit is that and he also told some people he was going to make her life hell

if he lays one fucking hand on her i will kill him without a doubt

what a fucking bastard this is fucking bullshit

yeah well im thinking the fucking band is about to break up whatthe fuck

so considering what happened between me and donovan, there will be no new band. every time i call he doesnt pick up the phone so oh well i guess. i am in a band now, melissas band april's demise. which they wanted a new element and i guess im it lol. 3 guitars? that will be loud as fuck.

donovan fucking kissed melissa

i tried to call him but he doesnt answer the phone i wonder why

im talking to melissa right now

what the fuck is going on

why did he kiss her

dammit what the hell

ok people i need your help, ian wants you, yes you, to give him suggestions for band names.

dimly_lit (The lovely Sam) has suggested the anestheticwe play hard rock, the vocals will most likely be a girl, melissa, but all screaming will be done by donovan lol, we are still looking for a drummer and regular/bass guitarist. heavy drums, 'shredding' guitar ( Read more... )

melissa broke some dudes nose thursday night it wwas fucking killer. steven came to brians it was the first time he came over there and she was talking to some1 about redwinterdying and mat and he started sayin all this stuff about them and mat and she punched him! three times in the face she broke his fucking nose. is that not fucking cool as hell ( Read more... )

went 2 brians last night, partied, cops got called, melissa almost got arrested, it was great lol. she may b a girl but she can hold her own. mike threw her on the pool. jeremy and donovan playyed guitar the hole night. all together it wasa good night.

sry i havent updated butthings have been busy. im trying 2 get this band together and trying 2 convince melissa 2 play guitar. shes really sick i talked 2 her a few minutes ago. her and drew broke up i dont know y though she seems out of it. i still like her but im not going 2 try 2 do anything right now. i guess bcuz i know how fragile she is at ( Read more... )