meh
so , broke as dirt , had to borrow a hundred bucks to get past this week.
so tempted to escort again to get some money back, but not shure if the nice beer gut i got will let me.
also out of t blockers and anti depressants, thinking about stopping the antis' tho because they just make me sleepy as hell, happy but sound asleep.
work is obnoxious , just doing a boring as dirt shift 3 to 11 where for the first 3 hours i have to stare at ppl walking past. then later i can read a book.
also horny as hell because of the lack of t blockers, but still have all the problems with my self loathing so leaves me a bit out of luck.
also losing interest in the wow, on my 3rd char but its just not that fun any more, specialy when i cant raid cause of my new stupid shift.
my boss is looking into getting me a new site where i dont have to commute. but we'll see.
not looking forward to doing taxes as ill probably oew about 800 bucks or so. defitnyl dont have it.
oh well, such is hell, i mean life.
so tempted to escort again to get some money back, but not shure if the nice beer gut i got will let me.
also out of t blockers and anti depressants, thinking about stopping the antis' tho because they just make me sleepy as hell, happy but sound asleep.
work is obnoxious , just doing a boring as dirt shift 3 to 11 where for the first 3 hours i have to stare at ppl walking past. then later i can read a book.
also horny as hell because of the lack of t blockers, but still have all the problems with my self loathing so leaves me a bit out of luck.
also losing interest in the wow, on my 3rd char but its just not that fun any more, specialy when i cant raid cause of my new stupid shift.
my boss is looking into getting me a new site where i dont have to commute. but we'll see.
not looking forward to doing taxes as ill probably oew about 800 bucks or so. defitnyl dont have it.
oh well, such is hell, i mean life.