meds
so i started some anti depressents,
because of the problems with alchohol i havent realy had any in a bout 2 weeks, other than a shot or 2, and im realy craving it.
the new meds make me very dizy and i seem to have lost my appatite as much , im definrtly loosing wieght, and im not eating well, but thats because im not makeing enough money to buy real food.
i guess im saving money on booze tho.
i have basicaly been playing wow every day as the destraction and havent gone out or even had the real desire to go out, the meds make me just want to sleep all the time.
i have jury duty tomarrow and of course im stressed that im going to go and come back and find myself replaced at my job , or worse be held in contempt of court as i try to get out of actualy serving and end up in jail , wich for a tranny means death in dc.
and a very unpleasent one in mens prison at that.
im hopeing after the meds realy start to work things will change abit, but right now all i can think about is this stupid jury duty.
i got invited to some ones xmas wich was very nice since my family is leaving the area.
dont think i can go tho because they want to be gone from work too long.
oh and i dont have any money for xmas presents for any one . i mean i dont think i can even aford cards.
i hate being poor. and not having any skills to get a better job.
on the plus side i should be getting health insurance in a few months so i can only pay a copay for half my meds.
any way enough rambling, this is what happens when you never write in this thing.
because of the problems with alchohol i havent realy had any in a bout 2 weeks, other than a shot or 2, and im realy craving it.
the new meds make me very dizy and i seem to have lost my appatite as much , im definrtly loosing wieght, and im not eating well, but thats because im not makeing enough money to buy real food.
i guess im saving money on booze tho.
i have basicaly been playing wow every day as the destraction and havent gone out or even had the real desire to go out, the meds make me just want to sleep all the time.
i have jury duty tomarrow and of course im stressed that im going to go and come back and find myself replaced at my job , or worse be held in contempt of court as i try to get out of actualy serving and end up in jail , wich for a tranny means death in dc.
and a very unpleasent one in mens prison at that.
im hopeing after the meds realy start to work things will change abit, but right now all i can think about is this stupid jury duty.
i got invited to some ones xmas wich was very nice since my family is leaving the area.
dont think i can go tho because they want to be gone from work too long.
oh and i dont have any money for xmas presents for any one . i mean i dont think i can even aford cards.
i hate being poor. and not having any skills to get a better job.
on the plus side i should be getting health insurance in a few months so i can only pay a copay for half my meds.
any way enough rambling, this is what happens when you never write in this thing.