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Aug 15, 2005 11:00

I just woke up from a nap thinking about relatives who have passed away.

While I was napping, I dreamt about my aunt and grandmother. I mourned for my grandmother and my aunt was actually alive, but going somewhere. At some point in the dream I realized my aunt was also deceased and when she left I wouldn't see her again.

Then I woke up and started thinking about my stepfather's cousin in Indiana, June. She lived in a trailer on land owned by their grandfather. She had a son named Kyle who was ADD (he was the first person I ever drank with). She was also the black sheep of the family. When I was younger, I'd spend summers in Indiana. My stepfather's mother was an old bitty and I started rebeling against her. So to escape her, I'd spend time with June. We'd watch soaps and she'd tell me about family drama.

I haven't seen her in over 15 years. She was evicted from the trailer. I thought of her often, but never had any way of contacting her. There's no reason to believe it's true or false, but I think she's passed away too.
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