It's amazing.
It's amazing - my life. How one day I am so enraged and infuriated and on the edge of tempetuous, for two days. Never getting respect or a thanks at work when I deserve it, not when I FEEL like I do, but when I actually do deserve a thanks. I almost walked out of work and quit, that's how ridiculous it is at work. I being only 20, and cooking for 4 months, get a promotion after only 3 months and ready for another promotion in April... Where others HATE me cause I show stronger passion for my work. I LOVE to work, not solely for the fact that money buys me great dining, clothes, and alcohol... But that it's a challenge, and it soothes my ambitious nature. If you are years older than me, and hate me cause I prove to be more successful and impelled to do my best, GROW THE FUCK UP. Do something other than complain, prove that you deserve something better than I do.
On the lighter side...
Friday was stark bliss. I got to see the person whom I am ineluctably in love with, yet I am afraid of him, and he should know why... Our little tryst made me feel somewhat complete, and ridden of all the stress and anger from the past few days. I feel happy once again... Not saying I haven't been happy for awhile, but it's more of a confident happiness. My life is nothing but hardships, constant ups and downs, but somehow, I feel it's all about to change.
On the lighter side...
Friday was stark bliss. I got to see the person whom I am ineluctably in love with, yet I am afraid of him, and he should know why... Our little tryst made me feel somewhat complete, and ridden of all the stress and anger from the past few days. I feel happy once again... Not saying I haven't been happy for awhile, but it's more of a confident happiness. My life is nothing but hardships, constant ups and downs, but somehow, I feel it's all about to change.