Life sucks.
Just when I am sure things could work out for me, I'm thrown a curveball. I hate how money ruins so many things. Perhaps it won't, but it worries me. All I want to do is be happy. Maybe I'll just have to suffer a bit to get what I want. Maybe this is my ambition... I won't give up. Don't let me give up. I can do this. Maybe this will only be a greater extent to my life... Maybe I'll have to give up and move back home... I'll see.