Postnbed...

[cornontheschwab]

Yeah, I guess that I'm still a little down about Shawna not being here anymore. I got so used to her being here that I didn't think about her leaving. It was a great shock taking her to the airport, but the shock of seeing her go through security was a floorer. All I could do was stand there, even though I couldn't see her anymore, I still stood there. Then, I sat down for about twenty minutes, before I could finally manage getting up and going home. More than half of the trip was a blur. I remember distinctively thinking, around the 51 and 101 interchange, HOW DID I GET HERE??? Oh well, I'll be OK...

Liz...we've been exchanging e-mails lately. I'm waiting for her to drop off the face of the earth soon. I'm thinking early August...that's when she goes to Colorado to be a groupie...UGH!!! Stop, girl...

And I feel more now
Than ever before
It stings more now
Than ever before
If only...
A dangerous phrase
Wishing...wondering
Hoping...praying
For you...
For You...

UGH!!!