Fast feelings
It starts slowly, like a tickle in your toes, spreading softly trough your nerves ascending up to your knees. Exploding every cell expanding, eating you alive, crawling inside your skin it touches your waist and a warm feeling starts to pump out of your skin, hot steam escaping, it begins to climb your spine, like an electric shock, your arms are rigid, your mind it's cloudy, then the strike hit the clouds and the storm begins. No more you are yourself you have just disappeared in thin air.
An empty room, a bed, a corpse, you are facing reality, living corpses acting like they feel, like they think, no more you are one of them, you can now breathe and just lay down, you are ready.
Then you are not a person, you are not a citizen, you have no right to live, you lack the ability to socialize, you are nothing. All your world is going to eat you alive and you just want an exit.
All exits are bad choices, but it doesn't matter now anymore, just choose one and keep dying forever.
An empty room, a bed, a corpse, you are facing reality, living corpses acting like they feel, like they think, no more you are one of them, you can now breathe and just lay down, you are ready.
Then you are not a person, you are not a citizen, you have no right to live, you lack the ability to socialize, you are nothing. All your world is going to eat you alive and you just want an exit.
All exits are bad choices, but it doesn't matter now anymore, just choose one and keep dying forever.