Dec 14, 2009 19:09
While deciding to create an account in LJ I also decided to choose english as the language to express myself. Why? It makes everything a lot more easier, of course there'll always be those... awkward mistakes I notice a while after posting something, but then again, I write fanfics in english, why can't I write my LJ too? xD Also there are some expressions you can only use in english, that's a serious problem latin languages have, really. If not, well, that's a serious problem I have with latin languages xD
Anyways, one of the reasons I'm creating this is to be able to prevent myself from relieving everything on my beloved, I think I'm starting to drive him crazy with all my social, bitchy problems, just like the psicologist who starts to get crazy with all other people's affairs and stuff. I like to be independent, but I also love to tell him everything. So to stop my weird dilemma, I'm going to [try to] write in here.
The other reason would be because I love pupps and I want to be friends with her~ XD kya. Shouldn't that be the main reason? Kind of... but no one needs to know that~
So.... I'm offically a member of LJ, wee-hee! Who is going to read this? ^^ No one, surely! But I think this will make me feel healthier, the hormones are doing weird things to my body. I mean, why do I wake up singing with the birds and end my day complaining about my life?! I wanna stop that! I offend people, my sister included and highlighted, and it's a bad habit. I need a... vegetal friend (computer), I remember being younger and writing some totally random jazz in microsoft word about what I was doing and why and leaving messages so that when I was older I could read them and laugh at myself (and indeed I did that and thought "man, can't believe that's me."), and I guess that resulted in "using the word as a journal and failing oddly". but not anymore! XD I can write here! Lol for me.
But now that I'm thinking, perhaps I'll disappear for a couple of days, after all I'm on holidays XD" Going to travel to gessel with my dearest Maru 8D wee-hee. I keep telling myself "try fishing some men there! It's the kingdom of youth and cute guys!", you know what? Maybe I'll do just that! So that Shin stop pestering me and I stop pestering him (omgwhathehellidontwannadothat)... but I think even my cat don't buy that. Why must the msn be so successful in archieving the fucking goal of "connecting you to your friends"?! That's too much! XD I didn't ask to feel like this with a person I've never touched in my entire life~ It makes me think that life is unfair and that's not [entirely] true.
I hope I can find my happily ever after, I'm seeking it with a fishing pole on hands and high hopes.
living together with life