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I'm having a very down day today.
watching the oscars with Sara and Joey last night I was really not feeling well. Ended up having a panic attack on the ride home, partially because I felt like I had been a big fat bitch for leaving early and for a few little things I had said to Joey during the day ( mainly that while I wanted to live with him when opportunity presented itself I was still worried that three years down the road we were completly going to fall apart like neff and I did) the other part being that I had lost my keys and was getting flashback of last year when I was left in a snowstorm because my landlord was a dick and said I should have made doubles :P
so between those two things I didn't sleep much. I have a midterm tommorow for the dreaded pop culture class, which I'm terrified of b/c my prof is a lunatic. and I'm on ten shift warning at work which usually doesn't bother me ( has happend before) but in my oh so cheering state i worry this is the one time I won't be able to turn things around.
Can't even see Joey today b/c he's got his own issues to deal with. one of his co-workers died last week and the wake is today. After that he's going to see his parentals.
ugh. the one word to sum this up is UGH
watching the oscars with Sara and Joey last night I was really not feeling well. Ended up having a panic attack on the ride home, partially because I felt like I had been a big fat bitch for leaving early and for a few little things I had said to Joey during the day ( mainly that while I wanted to live with him when opportunity presented itself I was still worried that three years down the road we were completly going to fall apart like neff and I did) the other part being that I had lost my keys and was getting flashback of last year when I was left in a snowstorm because my landlord was a dick and said I should have made doubles :P
so between those two things I didn't sleep much. I have a midterm tommorow for the dreaded pop culture class, which I'm terrified of b/c my prof is a lunatic. and I'm on ten shift warning at work which usually doesn't bother me ( has happend before) but in my oh so cheering state i worry this is the one time I won't be able to turn things around.
Can't even see Joey today b/c he's got his own issues to deal with. one of his co-workers died last week and the wake is today. After that he's going to see his parentals.
ugh. the one word to sum this up is UGH