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[cor_rie]

maybe i'm just not in the right state of mind, but. i've just tried like five times to figure out how to convey what it is i want to. and it hasn't worked at all. i don't know. it just makes me ache to know that kayli probably never really understood me at all. as close as we were and as much time as we spent together. she can still make these

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[ilikethenite]

that makes sense to me. i totally understand what you are trying to say. especially the "as much as i hate i still love" part. because i feel the same way. yes, i hate a lot of things. & sometimes i think that is all people see. maybe that's all i let be seen, who knows. but, no one understands that i really do love a lot of things...so, i know where you're coming from there. i hope you feel better soon. email me sometime...we need to catch up. i realized today that i was supposed to be in LA with becca. meeting angelina. :o\ sucks how things change.

[cor_rie]

thanks taylor. i'm glad, i guess, that it made sense to someone. only i guess cause you know, i wouldn't wish for anyone to feel that. but yeah. i don't know. i hope you're doing well.. ill get in touch soon. on wednesday though i'm actually leaving for disneyland. so it might be a bit. you can always write me too. :P ..& i remember you talking about going to LA with becca. i wish some things would always stay the same.