Wear this excuse around your neck Ill kick the chair out from your legs
i seriously dont know what is wrong with me
i hate valentines day
i have wanted to not talk to anyone and disappear for like the last week
all for no reason. just how i feel..
i shake like a crackhead at work when i think about things... if i keep telling myself that im nothing and accept it then things will be okay..
i think i need attention.. but i dont want to do anything to get it.. im too old to cut myself.. im too withdrawn to make a scene.. so i will pretend everything is okay.. which nothing is wrong.. i miss being cared about.. but what i thought was "love" was lust+lies.. there is no happy storybook hollywood endings.. its just life.. it gets better the more i give up and accept things..
i hate valentines day
i have wanted to not talk to anyone and disappear for like the last week
all for no reason. just how i feel..
i shake like a crackhead at work when i think about things... if i keep telling myself that im nothing and accept it then things will be okay..
i think i need attention.. but i dont want to do anything to get it.. im too old to cut myself.. im too withdrawn to make a scene.. so i will pretend everything is okay.. which nothing is wrong.. i miss being cared about.. but what i thought was "love" was lust+lies.. there is no happy storybook hollywood endings.. its just life.. it gets better the more i give up and accept things..