watch.
My friends had the good idea of making videos for Glenn when he left. We carried it out and I watched some of my friends talk.
It's a nice thing to watch, and receive (even if they're not going that far). But, for me, it was also hard.
It was hard because when talking about him, Chris talked about him in a way I knew him once. A way I could've described our friendship once, and it wasn't that long ago. It was hard to watch and I found myself getting upset about it. Maybe jealous?
Chris asked me afterwards when he became close to Glenn, and I told him when he started staying with them to visit me. When I was close with Joe, so was Chris, and when I became close with Glenn (& all that other dating stuff), so did Chris.
What can you do? Only so much. I guess things really do change, but I've slowly seen the levels change to become moreso that way with Chris.
Could've been that or somewhat better, but it's not. And it's terrible because while he may have changed, he is still the same with Chris as it was with me. And I'm kidding myself to think otherwise; I don't know what to do anymore.
It was shown in the disappointing goodbye and how it was left. Yet I feel the same.
But I guess it's like...
Sitting, Waiting, Wishing.
I've had enough mystery
Keep building it up
Then shooting me down
But I'm already down
Just wait a minute
Just sitting, waiting
Just wait a minute
Just sitting, waiting
It's a nice thing to watch, and receive (even if they're not going that far). But, for me, it was also hard.
It was hard because when talking about him, Chris talked about him in a way I knew him once. A way I could've described our friendship once, and it wasn't that long ago. It was hard to watch and I found myself getting upset about it. Maybe jealous?
Chris asked me afterwards when he became close to Glenn, and I told him when he started staying with them to visit me. When I was close with Joe, so was Chris, and when I became close with Glenn (& all that other dating stuff), so did Chris.
What can you do? Only so much. I guess things really do change, but I've slowly seen the levels change to become moreso that way with Chris.
Could've been that or somewhat better, but it's not. And it's terrible because while he may have changed, he is still the same with Chris as it was with me. And I'm kidding myself to think otherwise; I don't know what to do anymore.
It was shown in the disappointing goodbye and how it was left. Yet I feel the same.
But I guess it's like...
Sitting, Waiting, Wishing.
I've had enough mystery
Keep building it up
Then shooting me down
But I'm already down
Just wait a minute
Just sitting, waiting
Just wait a minute
Just sitting, waiting