May 31, 2011 01:16
It's funny how easily the tears start once I leave everyone. I keep gasping like I've been punched in the solarplexes.
I love how one friend is like I don't get why you're upset. Um, lied to for half a year AGAIN. Wait, oh, you were missing that part.
I'm glad I applied to Scotland in the end, glad I chose not to stick around. My heart feels crushed again, all the things said feel like a lie. I can't I don't think I can do this, but yet I'm still scared of losing him to that whore. But haven't I already?
Said he's gonna fight for our friendship. How I highly doubt that.
Hah. Never say I don't know how much worse it could be. Some best friends. Some relationship.
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