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today was good.
english we had a review game, german i talked with kristina,machensie and stephanie and i noticed that they are actually really nice. i thought them up to be different people, but i think they are really nice. i don't know what they think about me, but i dunno. we were talking about how we only have 3 more years left really and it struck us how fast it will go.i have a feeling it will.lunch was coo we went outside and then i went to 6th period late. global we had a party and i talked with katie and matt.then i stayed after with kristina and jen <3 we got stuff and went to brachinellis.. then i walked home with kristina, it was a good walk. we got muffins.
i was thinking when i was walking home today,
if you have a problem with that i say, then im me or click the x this is my journal with my thoughts. this hasen't been sugarcoated.
when kristina told me something and i thought about it.
i don't have a problem with him, just the way they go in out of friendships. like we talked on and off.i don't know you maybe well enough to say that.its like we would talk and then we wouldn't.i dunno whateva
thats not the only person i dont talk to anymore. some people i stopped for the good, and they are always like, oh you got different friends and more popular, and you left me in the most time of need. well for one thing you made that decision not me. i tried but you did some fucked up things to me and thats when it ends.
first of all. i have never gotten "popular" whatever haha, that was funny.but it is saddening, i don't need to see you fall apart and then do screwed up things, you lied to me alot and as much as it stinks to be friends with someone for so long and then not be when it is some of your last years of grade school.
also maybe seeing that my best friend was a totally different person. they always blamed stuff on me, and i said sorry, and people know i can be an apologetic person. but she took it to far, and she doesn't notice that other people have stopped being her friends also. it was the fact that she said the stuff to me that kinda hurt me, i did fucking call her, and tried to but she never called me back. so know i am supposed to go up to talk to her again. it is like fuck you, you know? you can come up to me once and be matture about it. For one thing, you always say if people have a problem with you they could come up to your face and tell you? but will that ever get anything accomplished? people are to afraid to start drama thats why they don't.then bringing her boyfriend into it..haha noooo i don't care you having one. i only said balance your time, then you acted like you were to good enough for me. so i spaced myself. i absolutely love it when people make you look like the bad one.
if you have something to say or if you think it is you don't comment on my journal just im me. i will delete it if you do. these are my thoughts.
all my friends are great to me. they all care, we have fun and i enjoy being all of them <3i noticed that taking out the ones that hurt you maybe is the better idea. i am a happier person today. this weekend is going to deff be good. mall tomorrow and botb. then beach with crystal on saturday and kati on sunday :-) excited about everything. woot.
english we had a review game, german i talked with kristina,machensie and stephanie and i noticed that they are actually really nice. i thought them up to be different people, but i think they are really nice. i don't know what they think about me, but i dunno. we were talking about how we only have 3 more years left really and it struck us how fast it will go.i have a feeling it will.lunch was coo we went outside and then i went to 6th period late. global we had a party and i talked with katie and matt.then i stayed after with kristina and jen <3 we got stuff and went to brachinellis.. then i walked home with kristina, it was a good walk. we got muffins.
i was thinking when i was walking home today,
if you have a problem with that i say, then im me or click the x this is my journal with my thoughts. this hasen't been sugarcoated.
when kristina told me something and i thought about it.
i don't have a problem with him, just the way they go in out of friendships. like we talked on and off.i don't know you maybe well enough to say that.its like we would talk and then we wouldn't.i dunno whateva
thats not the only person i dont talk to anymore. some people i stopped for the good, and they are always like, oh you got different friends and more popular, and you left me in the most time of need. well for one thing you made that decision not me. i tried but you did some fucked up things to me and thats when it ends.
first of all. i have never gotten "popular" whatever haha, that was funny.but it is saddening, i don't need to see you fall apart and then do screwed up things, you lied to me alot and as much as it stinks to be friends with someone for so long and then not be when it is some of your last years of grade school.
also maybe seeing that my best friend was a totally different person. they always blamed stuff on me, and i said sorry, and people know i can be an apologetic person. but she took it to far, and she doesn't notice that other people have stopped being her friends also. it was the fact that she said the stuff to me that kinda hurt me, i did fucking call her, and tried to but she never called me back. so know i am supposed to go up to talk to her again. it is like fuck you, you know? you can come up to me once and be matture about it. For one thing, you always say if people have a problem with you they could come up to your face and tell you? but will that ever get anything accomplished? people are to afraid to start drama thats why they don't.then bringing her boyfriend into it..haha noooo i don't care you having one. i only said balance your time, then you acted like you were to good enough for me. so i spaced myself. i absolutely love it when people make you look like the bad one.
if you have something to say or if you think it is you don't comment on my journal just im me. i will delete it if you do. these are my thoughts.
all my friends are great to me. they all care, we have fun and i enjoy being all of them <3i noticed that taking out the ones that hurt you maybe is the better idea. i am a happier person today. this weekend is going to deff be good. mall tomorrow and botb. then beach with crystal on saturday and kati on sunday :-) excited about everything. woot.