bored as ever!
So life has been pretty okay lately. Me and Steph had a little spat, and there's a lot of shit talking going on on the softball team, but I'm having a good time. I'm sure this means that soon I'll be pissed off at some person or another, but hey! it's a part of high school right? Me and David Scholtz have been talking a lot lately. That's cool. I barely, if ever, talked to him before snowball and now we're sitting against the wall every other day in PE and then in baseball practice. He's a cool kid. It's nice to have another guy to mess around with. THe other ones are so obsessed with their girlfriends. *coughKurtandDerekcough* Derek's not so bad, but me and Kurt never talk anymore. I called him the other night and he was like wow I haven't talked to you in forever! I was like yea no kidding. He blamed it on his girlfriend. Whatfuckingever. IDK. My mom's buying a new computer...Finally. I was getting so pissed about that old one. Well I'm outta here. This was a boring post because there is really no drama going down in my life. *sighs* sometimes I miss the little devil.
Well...I suppose there is one thing that I feel a tad bit guilty about. Four letters...two vowels. You do the math. He's been on my mind alot lately, and I don't know why. Maybe I just feel bad. I'm thinking that's it. Ever since snowball I've felt so guilty because I am such a bitch to so many people. I just stopped talking to a boy that I thought I once loved, but that is history. There's nothing I can do that can take all the pain and yelling away. There were just too many fights. I don't know...I've gotta go. Cya later LJ!