Ok, so I thought my last entry was delayed. This one is like four months delayed. Holy SMOKES, geez oh pete. It has been an insane couple of months, and I'm not quite sure what to make of all of it. I thought the program was going great, then I almost got kicked out, then I am still in it, getting rewarded for doing great work. I just don't get ( Read more... )

 Is it over yet? I really want so much to be over, it's impossible to actually try and do anything. I'm so frustrated and annoyed by so many things that I don't know what to do... Silas decided to move out which is fine, but now Jesse is going to be moving out too. Which is great, but now I have to find another roommate... I am just ready for these ( Read more... )

 I feel like I am SOO stressed. I can't even begin to describe it. I'm tired of dealing with people and their money issues. I'm tired of being the responsible one, and constantly being in charge of stuff. Is it my fault that I can't trust anyone but myself? No. Is it my fault that I think everyone acts like they are three years old and they need to ( Read more... )

 Wow. it has been ages since I have submitted an entry. I have been far too busy for my own good. Masters classes have started. High school summer school has started. Coming back and doing all of this homework has been overwhelming! I forgot how much time and effort this stuff required. And we are in class ALLL day, so it's a little overwhelming.

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 So, today was kinda fun :). I got to go up to Yonkers and go gambling. It was a waste of $20, but I had a good time, and am glad I went. And it got me out of the city for a little while. I also took another walk to the park, and just happened to stumble across some jazz music. But I then realized, I hadn't had enough water and decided to come back ( Read more... )

 Ok, I think I'm going to finally be able to get out of the city tomorrow. And I can't wait. I am going to try and go up to Yonkers, and go visit a casino. I know I can't really afford to spend any more money than what I have to, but I really need to get out of the city for a little while. And I can get there for free, I won't spend more than $20, ( Read more... )

 I am so tired. And my back hurts. And the sun still hasn't come out. I mean, seriously. WTF? I swear that Mother Nature is going through a serious mood swing or something.

The program is going well, definitely keeping me busy. We had our kick-off meeting tonight where we were supposed to meet with our mentors, but that failed because my mentor ( Read more... )

I am making an attempt to have a relaxing day. And so far, it hasn't been to bad. I had the Jamie Cullum concert last night at Carnegie Hall and it was really good :). I made the mistake of wearing heals, which I NEVER do. I am surprised I didn't break an ankle. Or poke someone's eye out.

But all this running around is leaving me exhausted. I need ( Read more... )

 I am SOO glad today is over. It's not that it was bad, just long. And I'm hoping I'm not forgetting to do anything. I really can't afford to screw up here. I want to make sure that I do everything right :). I am also exhausted, but I am trying to make it through Rescue Me so I can send it back tomorrow before another day in the classroom.

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 I. Am. Exhausted. And I have no real reason to be, other than me waking up every morning, working out, taking a walk to the park, and doing nothing for the rest of the day. I am super excited about having something to do, starting tomorrow. Granted, starting off, it's going to only be half day stuff. But it will be a start. And it's going to get ( Read more... )