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Well, I made up with my friend, so I hope that's all behind us now.
I think I'm beginning to understand Krystal's feeling a little more. Something just doesn't feel right. Maybe it's just my depression and paranoia getting the best of me - I hope that's all it is; it only takes a medication adjustment to fix that, but only time can fix a broken heart.
One of my friends seems to have disappeared from the face of the earth. If you're reading this, TALK TO ME! I'm getting kind of worried.
Anyway, I got my living room cleaned out so the carpet could be shampooed. It didn't seem to help a whole lot. But, at least, all of those boxes are out of there. Where are they, you ask...back in the bedrooms. :( They won't stay there long though. I'm determined to get rid of them, now! My living room looks incredibly bare, now: 3 chairs, a video cabinet, and a coffee table with the TV on it. I guess there's room for guests now...as long as they don't mind sitting on the floor! Oh well...
If everything continues to go well, Dale will be moving in with us in the near future. I miss him so much, it's like a part of ME is missing when he's not around. I feel empty, hollow.
I still have my 3 boys, thank God! They keep me going...and going, and going... There's rarely a dull moment around here. Someone's either mad, hurt, or hyper ALL THE TIME! I guess that's the way it goes when you have kids.
I now have to be attached to a machine while I sleep. It's for sleep apnea. It blows air through my nose to keep my airway open so I don't stop breathing in my sleep. According to the sleep tech, I never even reach the deep, restful sleep that rejuvenates most people. With this machine, I finally sleep through the night, and I haven't needed a nap since I began using it. That's so cool...I'm sick of wasting half the day sleeping.
Well, I guess that's all I have to say, so I'll catch ya later...
Love, Momica
I think I'm beginning to understand Krystal's feeling a little more. Something just doesn't feel right. Maybe it's just my depression and paranoia getting the best of me - I hope that's all it is; it only takes a medication adjustment to fix that, but only time can fix a broken heart.
One of my friends seems to have disappeared from the face of the earth. If you're reading this, TALK TO ME! I'm getting kind of worried.
Anyway, I got my living room cleaned out so the carpet could be shampooed. It didn't seem to help a whole lot. But, at least, all of those boxes are out of there. Where are they, you ask...back in the bedrooms. :( They won't stay there long though. I'm determined to get rid of them, now! My living room looks incredibly bare, now: 3 chairs, a video cabinet, and a coffee table with the TV on it. I guess there's room for guests now...as long as they don't mind sitting on the floor! Oh well...
If everything continues to go well, Dale will be moving in with us in the near future. I miss him so much, it's like a part of ME is missing when he's not around. I feel empty, hollow.
I still have my 3 boys, thank God! They keep me going...and going, and going... There's rarely a dull moment around here. Someone's either mad, hurt, or hyper ALL THE TIME! I guess that's the way it goes when you have kids.
I now have to be attached to a machine while I sleep. It's for sleep apnea. It blows air through my nose to keep my airway open so I don't stop breathing in my sleep. According to the sleep tech, I never even reach the deep, restful sleep that rejuvenates most people. With this machine, I finally sleep through the night, and I haven't needed a nap since I began using it. That's so cool...I'm sick of wasting half the day sleeping.
Well, I guess that's all I have to say, so I'll catch ya later...
Love, Momica