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I think I figured out one of my problems. Well, the source to a number of problems. My aimlessness. My apathy. Just the very stagnant condition of my life right now.
I feel I have no anchor. Nothing to hold me in place in the world. No place, person or thing that I can go back to to try and find some direction, or to give me a sense of peace so that direction may come easier. Maybe that's why I'm so interested in a committed relationship right now. It's the easiest way to find an anchor. Therefor, I'm not thinking straight when I do things and tend to get myself into trouble.
With the LAW...
kidding...
But in all seriousness. I wonder just how many of my friends have that rock, and if they don't, how they're coping. Because it's sure something that I could use right now. I'd really like to get out of here. At some point. Not right now.
After all...all my stuff is here.
goodnight
I feel I have no anchor. Nothing to hold me in place in the world. No place, person or thing that I can go back to to try and find some direction, or to give me a sense of peace so that direction may come easier. Maybe that's why I'm so interested in a committed relationship right now. It's the easiest way to find an anchor. Therefor, I'm not thinking straight when I do things and tend to get myself into trouble.
With the LAW...
kidding...
But in all seriousness. I wonder just how many of my friends have that rock, and if they don't, how they're coping. Because it's sure something that I could use right now. I'd really like to get out of here. At some point. Not right now.
After all...all my stuff is here.
goodnight