I woke up this morning and felt different. I don’t what it was, all your empty promises, your meaningless questions or maybe the way you implied things without asking. Whatever it was, it’s done. It took a month to change a love into remorse. You tortured me for a month, giving me false hope and breaking me down. I lost sleep countless nights, you ( Read more... )

I hate being in the dark sometimes. If people have a problem why not just say it? It makes life so much easier. If you don't tell anybody, then other people have problems over your problems and that makes no sense.

Totally different than what I am used to, but then again, what hasn't been this year? For all the positive there has been some negative and I won't go into detail, but it just hurts inside sometimes. You hope for learning for change, and don't want to admit what you see as true ( Read more... )

It’s been awhile since I last updated…but I figure I would not say anything until, well…I had something to say. I could not imagine life being any more fortunate to me. The feeling of waking up in the morning and just knowing the day is going to be good, it’s priceless. Coming into your own…just knowing that is amazing. I have tried to say this a ( Read more... )

This is truly and honestly Hell week. It is coincidence that is hell week for my fraternity, but it has also been my own private hell week. If it wasn’t for the fraternity, I think I might have lost it. For those of you who were unaware, my beautiful car was mercilessly raped. Not only that, but about 50 CDs were ganked that I won’t get back…ever. ( Read more... )

Australia.
I leave in 3 months.
Do I start something with you now, or wait?
No matter what girl I meet, it always comes back to you.
Why?
Fuck.

Fuck. Two girls and neither one of them is the one I am interested in. Let's hope walking away and being a gentleman was right. I like this girl too much to fuck this one up, which I might.

All right, this was just too awesome not to share ( Read more... )

I came back from San Clemente a year older. Mentally I feel the same, but physically I think I am growing up more. Maybe it is the other way around, who can be sure? When I look in the mirror and see myself I wonder what changed in the last year. The earring, the subtle beard, even the dirty-blonde hair, where did it all begin? It seems like just a ( Read more... )

Hah, I knew it