i ache for that once had feeling that has been pushed away
This is me rambling:
Is it weird to be depressed because I'm depressed?
I think so. But I am.
I was thinking about that earlier.
I don't think that I have ever cried and thought so much in one day.
I needed someone to tell me that I was wrong.
I needed someone to tell me that i was just being paranoid. Because I don't know how people think. And I knew it was me.
I needed tonight. As pathetic as that is, I just did. I needed to flip it over.
You know how in Mario Party on some of the levels when you land on the bowser head you flip it and then it is either bowser or the good guy. And with the good guy everything is good and with bowser everything is bad. Well I was on that bowser, and he was there for a while. But now i'm on the good side. I think. or well just me being back to normal . Or as normal as I get. I haven't been me. The result of a bad week.
I'm ready for bed!
Is it weird to be depressed because I'm depressed?
I think so. But I am.
I was thinking about that earlier.
I don't think that I have ever cried and thought so much in one day.
I needed someone to tell me that I was wrong.
I needed someone to tell me that i was just being paranoid. Because I don't know how people think. And I knew it was me.
I needed tonight. As pathetic as that is, I just did. I needed to flip it over.
You know how in Mario Party on some of the levels when you land on the bowser head you flip it and then it is either bowser or the good guy. And with the good guy everything is good and with bowser everything is bad. Well I was on that bowser, and he was there for a while. But now i'm on the good side. I think. or well just me being back to normal . Or as normal as I get. I haven't been me. The result of a bad week.
I'm ready for bed!