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[cool_m2000]

so today was ok. woke up 11am. walked a mile to rent "Waking Life". I'm really excited. Friend told me that it is AMAZING and like "Memento". it was such a beautiful day in the area today. i really suggest (i keep saying "really". stop it marcus) "Cal" (as we students call it) or the University of California, Berkeley to any and everyone who wants

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[hmwrdlookngangl]

damn you remind me alot of my bf and your just as hot ;-)

[alaronlaurn]

One small difference:

I write in paragraphs *grin*

Your life isnt uninteresting, you may think it is but then again you've lived it and so it seems average to you. There a reason behind the fascination with vehicle replicas, or is it just your hobby?

yup

[cool_m2000]

it is. i mean. compared to other people's lives. i've missing out on so many things. infinite amount of things. i mean... i get nauseous right now thinking of it. i don't know half of what people here say when they talk bout bands and novels. i just don't have a wide scope of the brilliant things that people have experienced... example: you, and other people i kno. i mean, there's such a wealth of knowledge, and that's my reasoning behind me not being interesting; i just don't have that wealth. i'm poor. lol. and ya... i used to write grammatically correct on these things. in fact, i used to get so pissed at people who didn't. and look at that. hypocritical marcus isn't capitalizing or writing well. hobby and overall fascination yes, with cars. since i was little. my grandma used to tell me that i would cry whenever the car would stop cuz i liked the feeling of driving. i timed my drivers license on the first possible day i could get it: 16th birday. i love cars, always have and prolly always will. i like to create things too and i

Walking Contradiction

[alaronlaurn]

I'm not particularly well read, and dont know much about music either. I guess I dont really care if I'm interesting or not either. I have the, if you like me great, if not fuck off policy.

What makes people interesting though is their interests, people are interested in novels, or music and so they learn about them and you deem them interesting. You're interested in cars, replicas, and building things. That's interesting. If like you it, then learn about it, sometimes its nice to forget about debates and enjoy something.

Re: Walking Contradiction

[cool_m2000]

Point well said. I think that policy of yours is a policy more people need when they get emotional over small things. And I guess I'm not particularly concerned if people think I'm interesting or not. Or maybe I am. I'm going with no at the moment since I try to write to myself. You posited a great question in which the point of journals was raised. So I decided to myself, I wasn't interesting and not to impress anybody or what not. I don't know. I am that walking contradiction you talk about.

[cool_m2000]

thnx... although i'm confused cuz i don't think i'm anything close to hot.. i'm glad you had a fun night with your boyfriend and i wish you the best of luck, really do, for you and him in the future and now. you really deserve it. both of you do. take care always. be safe.