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things havent been going too hott for me lately. school sucks..i have four essays due for politics and one happens to be a 8 to 12 page one. eh. ive never written more than a 4 page essay..
last night i went to the greenfield football game against whitnall. it had to be the sadest thing ive ever seen. One of their classmates, jake, had died in a car accident that night and I watched everyone slowly find out. It was terrible. The cheerleaders were all crying. everyone was crying. His closest friends just had blank stares on their faces and were speechless. Its sad to see how it affected everyone.. and then theres whitnall sitting there making fun of their school. wow we are fucking cool right? i saw andrew there. He was really sad. I hate seeing friends sad. I need to hang out with him soon.. i miss him.
other than that I found out some horrible shit ive been oblivious to for the past month. im such a dumbass for believing and thinking that i was actually good enough for someone that they'd only want to be with me. people are so fake.
i want someone real.
The:
Last Cigarette: ew New Port
Last Alcoholic Drink: Vodka.
Last Car Ride: 730 this morning
Last Kiss: Last weekend..
Last Good Cry: last night
Last Library Book: like 8th grade
Last book bought: oh man...who fucking knows.
Last Book Read: meh..havent read one since White Oleander
Last Movie (Theatres): Napoleon Dynamite
Last Movie Rented: Thirteen
Last Cuss Word Uttered: Crapass Fucker <3
Last Beverage Drank: Dr. Pepper
Last Food Consumed: Salad
Last Crush: eh...jonathan =/
Last Phone Call: my momma
Last TV Show Watched: DEGRASSI haha
Last Time Showered: yesterday..i need one
Last Shoes Worn: my pretty glitter slip ons =)
Last CD Played: a mix
Last Item Bought: food. duh.
Last Download: something by stellastarr*
Last Annoyance: my fucking job.. im there right now.
Last Disappointment: :( :( him
Last Soda Drank: Dr. Pepper
Last Thing Written: Pepper
Last Key Used: r
Last Words Spoken: Thank you, have a great day! ew
Last Sleep: this morning
Last Ice Cream Eaten: cookies and creme with christine =)
Last Chair Sat In: blue chair at work.
Last Webpage Visited: actually myspace.com
last night i went to the greenfield football game against whitnall. it had to be the sadest thing ive ever seen. One of their classmates, jake, had died in a car accident that night and I watched everyone slowly find out. It was terrible. The cheerleaders were all crying. everyone was crying. His closest friends just had blank stares on their faces and were speechless. Its sad to see how it affected everyone.. and then theres whitnall sitting there making fun of their school. wow we are fucking cool right? i saw andrew there. He was really sad. I hate seeing friends sad. I need to hang out with him soon.. i miss him.
other than that I found out some horrible shit ive been oblivious to for the past month. im such a dumbass for believing and thinking that i was actually good enough for someone that they'd only want to be with me. people are so fake.
i want someone real.
The:
Last Cigarette: ew New Port
Last Alcoholic Drink: Vodka.
Last Car Ride: 730 this morning
Last Kiss: Last weekend..
Last Good Cry: last night
Last Library Book: like 8th grade
Last book bought: oh man...who fucking knows.
Last Book Read: meh..havent read one since White Oleander
Last Movie (Theatres): Napoleon Dynamite
Last Movie Rented: Thirteen
Last Cuss Word Uttered: Crapass Fucker <3
Last Beverage Drank: Dr. Pepper
Last Food Consumed: Salad
Last Crush: eh...jonathan =/
Last Phone Call: my momma
Last TV Show Watched: DEGRASSI haha
Last Time Showered: yesterday..i need one
Last Shoes Worn: my pretty glitter slip ons =)
Last CD Played: a mix
Last Item Bought: food. duh.
Last Download: something by stellastarr*
Last Annoyance: my fucking job.. im there right now.
Last Disappointment: :( :( him
Last Soda Drank: Dr. Pepper
Last Thing Written: Pepper
Last Key Used: r
Last Words Spoken: Thank you, have a great day! ew
Last Sleep: this morning
Last Ice Cream Eaten: cookies and creme with christine =)
Last Chair Sat In: blue chair at work.
Last Webpage Visited: actually myspace.com