STRESSED
so so stressed! my housing benefit doesnt cover my rent, and when i told my landlord im not supposed to pay the council tax he said it still stood or something. so basically, i have to use my dole money to subsidise my rent, and christmas is coming up. so basically, not presents for anyone. I dont want presents off anyone else, im gonna feel awful if people get me stuff. i dont want stuff from my dad and step mum. my mum is redundant but already said shes getting me stuff, uerghhhh whyyyy, she has no money ethier.
my housemate wanted me to go get him a new laptop charger today said he would pay me back, they were well over £100. so nope, sorry, i dont have that in my account once rent is paid. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I have two interviews on monday, for some crappy phone customer service jobs...please god let me get one of these. if i dont get money soon im gonna have to live on rice and peas, and no im actually in no way joking. oh well, ill lose like half a pound though.
the army guy i met wants to see me tommorrow night, probably still thinks hes gonna get sex, hes mistaken haha. I want to go on a proper date...but i cant even afford to pay my way for a little dinner or cinema or something. i dont even wanna think about the student loan repayments. and ALL the hundreds i spent on driving which was wasted.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
my housemate wanted me to go get him a new laptop charger today said he would pay me back, they were well over £100. so nope, sorry, i dont have that in my account once rent is paid. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I have two interviews on monday, for some crappy phone customer service jobs...please god let me get one of these. if i dont get money soon im gonna have to live on rice and peas, and no im actually in no way joking. oh well, ill lose like half a pound though.
the army guy i met wants to see me tommorrow night, probably still thinks hes gonna get sex, hes mistaken haha. I want to go on a proper date...but i cant even afford to pay my way for a little dinner or cinema or something. i dont even wanna think about the student loan repayments. and ALL the hundreds i spent on driving which was wasted.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH