Oct 23, 2004 17:51
so i got fucked up beyond fucked up. My freind (joe) opened this bar and i love it i think itll be the new hot spot. Kate called i guess i dotn relly remeber it she called Chads celly and asked to talk to me. ANyways i guess she wanted to go talk somewhere but i was too drunk and i didnt remeber till well actually she just hit me up online and told me about it so i didnt remeber at all. I guess i didnt really make plans with her she basically told me i was too drunk and that we would meet someother time.
I really dont get this girl. Like she was cool for awhile i liked her alot well not alot but enough to have a fairly serious relationship with but then she goes straight for marriage which just sent me packing. We try to be friends but then when i see her all she wants to do is sneek kisses in when no one is looking. I just dont know. Ive tried to be a jerk in hope that maybe she would kinda go away but it only lasts for a week at most two then shes calling me or emailing me again. Sigh.... why is it that i can never have a break up with a girl and have things jsut go smoothly. I think Jenn put a curse on me because i havent had a smooth break up since her. lol thats who ill blame.
Anyways im gone from monday to thursday. Ill be out at sea. I hope everyone is doing great and if i dont talk to you tomorrow hopefully ill catch you thursday.
Lots of love
Chris