Fuck it!!!!

[cookie24monster]

I hate this bullshit! My fuckin lazy ass bitch for a boss goes through some of the worst mood swings in the world. I literally can base the results of my day on her fucking mood becuase she goes out of her way to make sure everyone has to be put through enough crap that they too are in a shitty mood. Its two months till i leave actualy a bit less. I dont think itll ever go by fast enough. Im ready to strangle the bitch. Theres so much positive going on in my life right now. I love coaching, ive proven my self to the commanding officer who now treats me like im a friend, im close to coming home then im heading to cali, and ive actually managed to save enough money to buy a car when i come home and not some damn hoopty. Then theres this royal thorn in my ass. This rod that just seems to prod further and further into my side. im beyond ready to snap. Im trying so hard to not let it carry over to my personal life but i still find this harsh longing to vent. This extreamly short fuse. RRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!

On to another note she volunteered me to go out on this ship that pulls out on monday so ill be gone most of next week. I get back on thursday then the guy im sponsoring is coming in on thursday night. Then friday i have duty how much is next week going to suck. I dont ask for much i just want to be happy, can someone please make me happy again? I remeber being happy i remeber joy in my life. It seems so far away these days like i have to search for it and what i find is never enough or is never what im looking for. Anyways i love you all take care.
Chris