Apr 11, 2005 18:32
Prom. I thought it was about friends, dresses, couples, romance, happy smiling faces. The works. So far it's brought me stress, tears, and sorrow.
I was supposed to go to prom with him. Everyone could of guessed that. Could they of not? I thought it was going to be perfect. But everything I've tried to plan and tried to do was so that I could see both my friends and boyfriend. That isn't going to work. My boyfriend wants me to pick him or my friends. How could he do that to me? He doesn't even love me enough to go through the supposed agony of one night. He says I'll ignore him, leave him, run off. Everything that I'd never do. He called himself my "arm candy", which is funny, cause around his friends I feel sometimes but the same. I asked him to go to prom with me and he agreed. Apparently he thought it entailed a night isolated to himself and I. I'm not saying I don't want to be alone with him, but I want to have my friends and him. I won't change my mind and neither will he. So what does a girl do? When she's set up for tragedy? Maybe it's just.....