i started taking things down off my walls....i need more boxes to pack though....

[coo_nelli]

i'm such a dumb fuck sometimes. mostly it's pretty funny if you know me well and know what the retarded things that I do mean and stand for.

i've been getting worst though. i think it's the product of self-inflicted stress. i'm starting to be mean and bitchy, i hate my mean and bitchy alter ego.

this week i'll try and work on that.

cute boy has resurfaced and i hate myself for thinking he's so cute. ugh. my life is a mess.