everybody wants to go to heaven but nobody wants to die.

i couldnt think of a truer statement.
we know the glory there is to be had,
we know how much better heaven will be,
how great it'll be to finally be in the presence of the Lord.

and still, death can be so scary.
even when we convince ourselves that
we'll be ready, that we dont fear it,
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i'm STILL happy. 
haha ok so its not thaaaat big of a deal. 
LOL

anyways i had an awesome new years
partied it up at gabys:

ate some good fooood & had the last green tea
me gaby &drama mama decided to "skate ride & bounce" LOL 
become ex gangsta & play out the Grease soundtrack 
cole was singing "im so hood" and nick had applebottom jeans 
we chacha'd & ( Read more... )

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i went ice skating ( Read more... )

 this was a reliveable weekend.

went to my first football game friday
[Heritage won coz theyre ballin]
it was pretty fun, even if i went away 
the last quarter and was just talking to kelsy =]

played football for real for the first time on Sat
it was soo much fun mann 
like i learned lots of new things tho 
im still gunna def have to read up on the game ( Read more... )

i decided to entertain everyone with some new drama! YAY!
this time its about guys (ack how they vex me so!)

ok so not really. this is all kinda my fault.
see, I like this one guy, I'd say not alotalot but idk i like him 
theeeenni kinda sorta mayybe have a little crush on one of my best friends 
but i mean i kinda cant help it!! haha its in my neature ( Read more... )

 So we hav this new Bible study thing ( Read more... )

so remember how she told me to start up back on poetry? i decided that she was right. except she should never read it. since it was her that made me feel this way, obviously it's her my poems would be about. tell me what you think, honestly.

Epic

I begin

disgusted of the 
hypocrisy she claims
not to be a part of

exhasted with the 
masks she wears with 
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 my mom is such a hypocrtie. 
i mean i kno practically the wohle world is..
but what she did today
UGH.

im STILL mad. 
even tho the sun has gone down 
and the Bible says not to let
the sun go down on ur anger

but today i was supposed
to go to Epic 
which is kinda like a hangout thing 
at my church

my mom was well you kno 
how she is with church and 
all that  ( Read more... )

so today was kinda a crazy day 
i told my dad about the whole thing with my mom 
and like her opinions about sex and all

he didnt really like that of course 
so he sends her a text 
and next thing you know shes 
calling  me and yelling:

"Why are you telling your dad these things?! 
Have I ever commanded you to have sex?
You're just brainwashed by church. 
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