Punished

Mar 29, 2006 21:16

For the very first time I gave cause for my Master to punish me...It wasn't pleasant. It wasn't fun. It wasn't exciting or otherwise comfortable. It hurt, I was ashamed, and deeply saddened that I had done something to deserve punishment at all. Despite that...It wasn't a life stopping event. It didn't scar me. I didn't cry or sob...Just trembled a little. And when it was all over, Master was sure to release me from my guilt with some carefully chosen words.

What I did was wrong. I should not question my Master repeatedly. In particular when he expresses that he doesn't want me to again. It was disrespectful. And I am only glad that my Master is fair, kind, and level headed about such things. I am glad and grateful that my Master choses to teach me.

~Jessie
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