Cats
A late update, because I like passed out last night before I got the chance to. But I do have a rather lot to share today. First I'll start not with yesterday, but Friday night.
I talked to Yvonne. She is doing a whole lot better it seems...She's become somewhat of a religious nut...But she is feeling better about things. So that'really all that matters. To each their own.
So that was pleasant...It wasn't a bad conversation at all actually. We talked more like old friends then anything. Which was nice...
I mean I don't hate the girl. And I do consider a lot of what happened my fault. It would be foolish to point the finger at either one of us to be honest. It was a team effort...We both fucked up.
Although as the conversation progressed it got...A tad more complicated. It was all sadly innocent on my part...::sigh:: I'm just oblivious to some things because I think everyone is going to act and behave like a mature adult, and not like a clingy child. But of course I am wrong in that assumption.
Next thing I know I tell her that I miss Coco (the dog) and she starts blabbing about me going and visiting! She went on and on like that, with me trying to deflect her but not unkindly...Thats my problem you know, I am always trying to be nice. Kick me in the ass and I still try to mend the situation, or in the very least attempt damage control.
Whats more is I was tired as hell. I kept telling her as much, but she wouldn't let me get off the phone. By the end of the night I was slurring responses and hearing only part of what she was saying...Or rather comprehended. I wasn't even aware enough to deflect things or even attempt any kind of control.
It spiraled, and though no promises were made and I managed to stay out of trouble, I do think she has false hope now...Which is bothering me...I feel responsible...I know I could have and should have done more and handled the situation better to avoid such things.
End of that story. On to better things. Like me going to cats!! The 25th anniversary!!! And let me tell you it was awesome! They did a fabulous job! They were very good, a few even if in minor roles completely stole the show. At first they were a bit off, warming up...It was their last performance and all. But by the second number they were kicking ass.
The show over all was well worth the rather expensive tickets, and I was in the center, four rows from the front row! It was great! I only wish that I could have stuck around after the show to see if I couldn't get in to talk to the cast to be honest. But my mom wanted to go... So I got a T shirt. Of course. And we headed towards the parking garage.
Well let me just say that my mother is an idiot. And a stubborn one at that. It took an hour more then it should have to find our car because she wouldn't listen to me when I was trying to tell her where it was. We ended up going through one entire seventh floor garage on foot looking for it. And it was the wrong garage all together.
When she actually started listening to me we made it back to the garage, and though she went the wrong way once we got on the right level, she came around to find me leaning on the car, waiting for her stupid ass. -.-
So by the time I got home I was exhausted...Even if I didn't realize it. I fell asleep and had a series of very very odd dreams, then woke up this morning with a cat on my face. lol Not pussy, cat. ::snicker::>.>; Anyway. So yes, fun.
Fin
....I couldn't help it. XD
~Jessie
I talked to Yvonne. She is doing a whole lot better it seems...She's become somewhat of a religious nut...But she is feeling better about things. So that'really all that matters. To each their own.
So that was pleasant...It wasn't a bad conversation at all actually. We talked more like old friends then anything. Which was nice...
I mean I don't hate the girl. And I do consider a lot of what happened my fault. It would be foolish to point the finger at either one of us to be honest. It was a team effort...We both fucked up.
Although as the conversation progressed it got...A tad more complicated. It was all sadly innocent on my part...::sigh:: I'm just oblivious to some things because I think everyone is going to act and behave like a mature adult, and not like a clingy child. But of course I am wrong in that assumption.
Next thing I know I tell her that I miss Coco (the dog) and she starts blabbing about me going and visiting! She went on and on like that, with me trying to deflect her but not unkindly...Thats my problem you know, I am always trying to be nice. Kick me in the ass and I still try to mend the situation, or in the very least attempt damage control.
Whats more is I was tired as hell. I kept telling her as much, but she wouldn't let me get off the phone. By the end of the night I was slurring responses and hearing only part of what she was saying...Or rather comprehended. I wasn't even aware enough to deflect things or even attempt any kind of control.
It spiraled, and though no promises were made and I managed to stay out of trouble, I do think she has false hope now...Which is bothering me...I feel responsible...I know I could have and should have done more and handled the situation better to avoid such things.
End of that story. On to better things. Like me going to cats!! The 25th anniversary!!! And let me tell you it was awesome! They did a fabulous job! They were very good, a few even if in minor roles completely stole the show. At first they were a bit off, warming up...It was their last performance and all. But by the second number they were kicking ass.
The show over all was well worth the rather expensive tickets, and I was in the center, four rows from the front row! It was great! I only wish that I could have stuck around after the show to see if I couldn't get in to talk to the cast to be honest. But my mom wanted to go... So I got a T shirt. Of course. And we headed towards the parking garage.
Well let me just say that my mother is an idiot. And a stubborn one at that. It took an hour more then it should have to find our car because she wouldn't listen to me when I was trying to tell her where it was. We ended up going through one entire seventh floor garage on foot looking for it. And it was the wrong garage all together.
When she actually started listening to me we made it back to the garage, and though she went the wrong way once we got on the right level, she came around to find me leaning on the car, waiting for her stupid ass. -.-
So by the time I got home I was exhausted...Even if I didn't realize it. I fell asleep and had a series of very very odd dreams, then woke up this morning with a cat on my face. lol Not pussy, cat. ::snicker::>.>; Anyway. So yes, fun.
Fin
....I couldn't help it. XD
~Jessie