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[consumerwh0r]

i wish i liked T.V...cause im starting to get scared...there is only so long ican read before my eyes hurt...even with my glasses...and i try to go to the gym but my body is still weak

i wish i trust myself to go out and make friends to be entertained

i wish i was girlie enough to play with make up for hours

i wish i was lonly enough to talk on the phone all the time

i was i could watch the news without wanting to stab the reporters in the eye everytime they make a bad joke or give me that fake smile (i prefer to watch it on mute and read the scroll on teh bottom)

i wish i was exhausted from a long day at work

BTW: apparently i am now venting or writing a poem or some shit

i wish i would turn on some music...even though i know the silence is healthyq

i wish i would call my sponsor

i wish that when i read too much it didnt take away from my social skills